A drop in the ocean, a change in the weather

I'm scared.
Scared of how much I want something to succeed, with such little faith that it will.
Scared of putting effort and time into something that could ultimately end up as a negative.
Life should not ever be led like this. You should dive in head first and not care about the consequences.
But what if?
What if you should stop now.
You won't ever fucking know.
What about that sad song you hear?
What if one day you can relate to it? Shit.  
Give up. Give in to it all.
Put your absolute all in to everything you do, because at least you can make something beautiful, even if you can't make it permanent.
Are you a learning curve or are you permanent?
Are you a learning curve or are you permanent?
Are you a learning curve or are you permanent?